Anticipation

Wow, how much I have dreaded this weekend. UGH! I keep telling myself that the anticipation is typically worse than the actual day, but even with that I am still dreading Father's Day. All these holidays are good. I love celebrating dads and a day to celebrate dads is beautiful and good. We are surrounded by incredible dads and am so blessed to have their influence in my children's lives. I praise God for this blessing.

 In summary though, this Father's Day just really sucks. My heart is breaking as I think about my babies without their father. Watching my kiddos suffer and grieve is horrid. Dear Lord Jesus grant comfort to my kiddos. Remind them they have a Father in you. 

 Sing to God, sing in praise of his name, extol him who rides on the cloud; rejoice before him- his name is the Lord. A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling. Psalm 68:4-5