Decisions

Making decisions has never been my strong point. Josh dying and having to make all these decisions by myself has been insanely hard. All spring and summer we had appointments with the ENT due to the kid's large tonsils. They are huge! At this point the ENT has all three scheduled to have their tonsils taken out right before Labor Day weekend. I am terrified. Terrified of all the what ifs. Terrified of the recovery. Terrified of the horror stories happening to my babes. I keep debating whether we should wait until spring to have it or just do it this fall. I am not sure what is best for my kiddos- another winter of Strep constantly or missing school this fall. Caleb's very favorite weekend of the year is up north for Labor Day and he will be miserably recovering from surgery. I feel like the biggest heel in the world. I tried to move the dates to any other long weekend and none worked out. :(   So I am still sitting here praying and seeking the Lord's guidance to direct my steps. Please pray with me for guidance and wisdom of what to do and when, health for my children, and a good surgery and speedy recovery for all three with minimal pain.

If any of your lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. James 1:5

When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul. Psalm 94:19