The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desire of those who fear him; he also hears their cry and saves them. - Psalm 145:18-19
Friday, April 7, 2017
Bubble
Bubble. It is how I feel right now. Like I am in a bubble that is protecting me right now from the hurt and anguish, and the minute I leave this bubble of Mexico City, it will pop and I will be left in anguish once more. The week has been so full of joy and gladness, laughter and friendship. Feelings of hope that life will be okay again and we will have love and joy and happiness once again. We have escaped if just for a wee bit the agony and angst that is waiting for us when we return. The bills and work and school and reality that Josh is really gone. I am terrified to go back. This respite has been delightfully beautiful and I can't bear to return to what is real. O Lord, I am terrified. Hold me. Love me. Help me.
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It won't be easy but IT WILL be ok, and I am sure you will have all those things in abundance one day. We love you, praying for you.
ReplyDeleteHugs!
ReplyDeleteWe love you & are thinking of you All in prayer!
We are So thankful for this time that you had to just be together.
Praying that Gods strength, love and peace will continue to be a balm to your soul!
Kory, Linda & Evan
Xoxo